Such and nonsense

Well, today seems to be a day like most others - not sure what is going on in my head anymore.. i'm having a hard time sleeping well again.. losing my motivation to do 2-a-days.. i feel myself slipping back into my old routine.. not thinking, just doing. this is a problem. i can tell i'm stressing out because the skin on the palms of my hands is peeling again. this started happening about 6 years ago after i gave myself a chemical burn with linseed oil. now it's a stress indicator. weird.

talked to NJA yesterday on IM - i think things are coming to a close on that front. amicable, albeit sad. oh well. sometimes you lose on all fronts.